I've been a little uninspired for a couple of time now. I started to write a song in January 27th and it is still a task to finish. Maybe it's good that this song is taking such a long time, because it is rather sad, what maybe means, that I'm not into sad things at the moment.
To be serious... there isn't a reason to be. I'm in the starting blocks of my life in Portugal and I guess that I just got into them in the last couple of weeks. [It feels so good to meet people that transmit a certain tranquility and warmth, like I did lately (especially in the last weekend).] I guess that I just had to let the time pass and now that I got out of my "long-term-holiday-feelings", I feel that life is starting again.
I'll have to study for my english exam that I'll have to do in June and I will have to register for the university I want to go to [Escola Superior de Teatro e Cinema]. I've also been doing a lot of sports, since I'm going to the gym twice a week [I already notice it... my body and my weight are moving into a more "normal and healthy" direction and I'm not dying after 5 minutes of running XD.]
I also had a job interview for a money transfer and currency exchange agency that seemed very well to me. [Still I don't know what to do if they really want me to work there, because it's not something I'd love to do].
Life is opening doors for me and I am able to walk through them. Let's hope they stay open for a while.
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Just needed to add this video for the portuguese-speaking people XD
alex, das hört sich alles sehr spannend an. life like spring, das leben öffnet seine pforten und das bild passt ausgesprochen gut. toll, wenn das mit deinem studium klappt. ich glaube, nirgendwo sonst kann man mehr über sich erfahren, als wenn man in andere rollen schlüpfen kann. ich denke, das ist es auch, was du brauchst - ein leben ohne routine in stetigem wandeln und "wachsen". in routine würdest du verwelken. es wird nicht immer leicht sein, aber sicher nie langweilig. hoffe, das alles so klappt, wie du es dir vorstellst :-) ach ja, das inka und du mich so schwer einschätzen könnt, macht mich ausgesprochen glücklich. das fühlt sich gut an, wenn man nicht sofort in eine "schablone" gepresst werden kann und man noch immer für überraschungen gut ist. wünsch dir viel kraft und leidenschaft für deine vorhaben. Lieben Gruß von Geli
ReplyDeleteI told you life eventually would start to get better!!!! seeee??? =P as for the " people that transmit a certain tranquility and warmth", thank you very much, and as for the english exame, kiss my ass if you have to study! come on! shut up! you don't need that! your english is PERFECT! and the exams here in Portugal are so easy you wanna throw up. you'll see. you'll get a 20. (from 0 to 20, of course). as for the rest of it, thinks will slowly take their right place!
ReplyDeletetrust your wife, you absent husband xD
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ReplyDeleteBoa sorte para o exame, e espero que consigas entrar no curso que queres!
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