Alex Practice

"and you push me up to
this state of emergency.
how beautiful to be.
state of emergency
is where i want to be"

Welcome to 2010 and let´s start the best way we can.
Eating cum, eating meat. Let´s do it the way we should.

I hope to get over some issues I got in the last year and I hope that I can start my new life in a way I wasn´t able to live before.
I want to be taken to this "state of emergency". A psychological state of emergency, where everything I do is just the way I want it to be and that is just the way I want my life to be lived.
My horoscope said that I will have to change my life. And I really have to. I have no job at the moment, I live at my aunts´house and I do not study.
What I want is my own appartment and I want to go to the theater school.
I also want to get signed by a record label, so I will do everything I can to get this. I also need to meet new people, because the most important friends I got are 2000 km away from me and to see them only from time to time is not enough for me. I really need some important friends in Lisbon. 
I also need to get to know me a little bit better... I think I know who I am, but there is still a lot of things I will have to interface. 

"Scars will heal soon."

2010 here I come.